I was feeling
tired anyway and assumed it was because I was under so much stress while
working at the school that poisoned me. Some of the doctors I saw looked at my
blood labs and told me I was fine. "But, but, what about that TSH thing?
What is that and why is it high and out of range?" "Oh, no, you're
fine," said the quacks still practicing medical theories from the 1950s.
OK. I'll take that. I needed some good news.
A few years later I found someone on an online MCS support group with twelve years more seniority
and experience dealing with chemical sensitivity. She had thyroid problems and was seeing Dr. William Rea,
renowned environmental medicine specialist who is at the forefront of the
latest treatments for MCS. She told me thyroid issues are common for the
chemically sensitive. Chemicals mess with our hormone levels, in general, and
we are more susceptible to these fluctuations. "Just wait!" she said. Great. Something to look forward to. This made me seriously question
the competency of the doctors I had already seen who told me I was fine.
Tired of
being tired, I eventually found a doctor who also questioned the TSH lab in
conjunction with the complaints I had of not only fatigue, but exhaustion.
Utter exhaustion. Exhaustion so profound there would be times I couldn't move
even to raise my arm. She did the antibody testing for Hashimoto's.
I'd never heard
of Hashimoto's. It's one of the most common autoimmune diseases and although
said to run in families, no one in my family has this. My immune system is
attacking my thyroid creating hypothyroidism or low functioning thyroid. Most
people who have hypothyroidism are not diagnosed. They just continue their
lives feeling tired, run down, depressed, and drinking lots of caffeine to keep going. Of
those who ARE tested and diagnosed with hypothyroidism, most have Hashimoto's
although few are tested or diagnosed for this. Why not? Most doctors believe the
only treatment for Hashimoto's is thyroid medication and if the thyroid labs
are already showing low function, why bother with the antibody test since it's
the same treatment? In other words, doctors are lazy idiots who prefer to cut
corners instead of find answers. Making patients well would affect their bottom
line!
When I heard
I had an autoimmune disease my first thought was, OK, this is it. This is what happens when your immune system becomes
hyperactive. I wasn't surprised. I guess I was waiting for some indication
my immune system was wacko. I was given thyroid drugs which did nothing except
make me incredibly sick. I would have thought at least I'd lose weight or feel
less tired as a benefit, but no, I was still tired and still chubby. I gave up
the pills although I was told I had to be on medication because if my thyroid
levels become too out of balanced, I could have a heart attack and die! Jeez.
Nothing like a little fear to push you into a drug addiction.
I didn't buy
into the drug therapy anyway. Hypothyroidism is a SYMPTOM of Hashimoto's, it's
not the cause. WHY does everyone want to treat the symptom? Even naturopathic
doctors want to give me thyroid drugs without addressing the cause of my
autoimmune disease. Of course, I was already convinced chemicals were the cause
of autoimmune diseases and I was already doing whatever possible to alleviate
my chemical load and avoid exposures. There had to be more to this. Half-ass
answers weren't going to help. Typical medical protocols weren't making sense.
What's new?
My labs were
never outlandish. Most people I read about
have labs in the double, triple, or even quadruple digits. My cholesterol was higher
than normal as I'd always had low cholesterol. I found out this is another indication
of hypothyroidism along with depression, weight gain, skin dryness,
constipation, forgetfulness, hair thinning and loss, gravelly voice, and
increase infection. Thankfully, I only had the fatigue and high cholesterol. (Later,
I also found out slow heartbeat, lack of perspiration and cracked heels are
also symptoms, which I had.) More importantly, the paralyzing episodes of
exhaustion were a concern. I began researching online and read every book on
Hashimoto's and hyperthyroidism I could get my hands on. Not very many had any
answers. Same old theories from decades ago. I tried that drug. And that one.
And that one. I needed something new, some out-of-the-box-thinking.
Then a friend
of mine told me about Dr. Datis Kharrazian's book Why Do I Still Have Thyroid Symptoms When My Lab Tests Are Normal. She
has been on for thyroid drugs for years constantly in search of answers and she
thought it might give me some answers as well. I found his website and blog www.thyroidbook.com
or www.drknews.com discussing his diet protocols and various theories and other
private websites with bloggers writing about their dietary changes and
experiences. DIET. OK, I can do a diet. This addresses CAUSE, not just SYMPTOM.
I felt hopeful for the first time in a long time.
His theory is
gluten is the culprit. I had the gliadin tests which showed negative. I didn't
have a gluten sensitivity. According to Dr. Kharrazian, it doesn't matter.
Gluten is evil and most people can't digest it efficiently. In response, the immune
system registers undigested gluten and goes crazy trying to get rid of the
poison. It also thinks thyroid tissue is gluten because of their similar
structure. More importantly, an immune response to gluten can last up to six
months AND any little amount of gluten that is eaten can start the process all
over again with a three week guarantee of a reaction, minimum. Although I had
considered myself gluten-free for the last year, I cheated a lot. With each
cheat, I was put right back at the beginning and getting no results. Most
people eat gluten daily.
The Gluten Monster |
In addition,
other foods create health issues that put stress and strain on the thyroid by
creating inflammation or blood sugar issues such as hypoglycemia or
insulin resistance. These include sweeteners of any kind, other grains, dairy products,
saturated oils, legumes (dried beans, carob, soy and peanuts), lectins
(potatoes, mushrooms, and tomatoes), highly-contaminated meats (shellfish, and
pork), and high glycemic foods such as bananas, watermelons, mangoes or dried
fruits. Chocolate, although on the forbidden list because it's processed and is
usually made with sugar, is also a gluten cross-reactor. Some foods trigger
autoimmune responses because they act like gluten in your digestive tract. (Chocolate
is evil!)
Every food
item should be as wholesome, fresh and chemically-free as possible. Iodine-rich
foods and supplements (like kelp) which are a common holistic treatment for
hypothyroidism excite the thyroid gland and trigger
an autoimmune response. I also found out most thyroid medications have iodine
added. Just for that extra kick. No wonder why the drugs were making me feel
worse! And although these drugs are known for weight loss, they can also make a
chemically sensitive person gain weight. I love what doctors don't tell you...or don't know.
Unfortunately,
all those forbidden foods were part of my normal diet. What the HELL was I
going to eat?
I didn't
care. It was hope. I'd much rather control my food than take useless drugs that
would rob my bank account and not work. I'd give it six months and see what
happens....
...To Be
Continued....
Good post!
ReplyDeletewhy do I feel like I just read my own biography. Longtime MCS with progressively worsening symptoms, recently diagnosed with Hashimotos. Still can't get beyond doctors that want to pigeon hole you into a simple category. They just don't want to deal with the chem sensitivity side of things.
ReplyDeleteHave you ever noticed that thryoid issues are worsened by chemicals. I have soft tissue swelling in my eyes and neck/face pressure which ONLY bother me during the work week. I never have these problems at home on the weekends.
Hi Lisa,
DeleteOh, yeah, it makes sense that thyroid issues are worsened by chemicals since most chemicals are hormone disruptors. Besides, it's a given if you are feeling better away from chemicals, it's gotta be the chemicals no matter what. In denial I used to give myself all kinds of excuses for my MCS symptoms: maybe I had some weird virus, maybe I just have a hearing issue, maybe this is just getting old. Then I saw an environmental medicine doctor who kept asking me weird questions about my health and I realized it's ALL due to chemicals.
And I agree, trying to get conventional doctors to understand this is impossible. I stay away from the narrow-minded idiots who have been bought and gagged by the American Medical Association. After too many years of disappointment I have finally accepted the fact they are incapable of helping me and are only a waste of money.
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