I
was sent to her for an evaluation as I was about to participate in a vocational
re-training program and they wanted to make sure I was mentally stable enough
to work. If I wasn't, they didn't want to waste their time. OK, I'll jump some
hoops. I made sure the program knew I needed a mental health physician who
understood MCS and who's office was fragrance-free. Well, anyone can say they
understand especially if someone is waving money in front of them, but I've
learned few do and this one had no clue.
Eventually
she wanted me to take a "personality test." It involved a little over
four hundred questions with a yes/no bubble form answer sheet. Hmmm...as a former teacher I was fairly
fluent in deciphering testing bias so I agreed to take it home and have a look.
Many of the questions were definitely biased against chemically sensitive
patients. For instance, "When you walk into a room filled with strangers,
do you feel uncomfortable?" This
isn't an essay test where you would be able to qualify and quantify your
response. Yes or no. Black or white. If I answer "no", that would be
a lie. If I answered "yes", I'd be classified as paranoid because a
"normal" person should be able to walk into a room without feeling automatically
nervous. I don't get to explain my "yes" answer:
"Yes,
but there is a good chance one of those people will be wearing perfume, scented
lotions, scented hair products, scented deodorants...."
"Yes,
but there is a chance there are air fresheners in the room."
"Yes,
but there is a chance the carpets in the room were cleaned with scented soaps
this morning."
So
I counted up the biased questions (so glad I had testing assessment training as
a teacher!), took the test back to the psychologist and told her it had a 12%
biased which would certainly skew her assessment of me and falsely label me as
paranoid. I showed her the above question as an example. I refused to take the test. She didn't like that.
My
final psychological evaluation said I exhibited signs of paranoia BECAUSE I
refused to take the test! HAHAHAHAHA Obviously, there was no winning with this
doctor. I guess I'm really glad people [falsely] assumed to be paranoid can
still work!
Stay
away from psychological tests!
HAHAHAHAHA!! You were definitely 'psycho-ed' by the psychologist's psychological evaluation. :P
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